Thursday, September 12, 2013

poison and little white memories.

















"You told me I was beautiful.

But I didn't believe you.

Your words felt like poison as they spat on my imperfect skin.

Burning into little white memories.

How could something this dark and broken,

This destroyed, be beautiful?" -me.











The walls.

My-My Heart.

Untouchable. 

Protected.

Just not from you...

You walked through my walls like rain


And touched my heart so gently that it burst into tears.


JUST. STAY. AWAY.

i love you. i love you. i love you.




the whisper is all i have left to give.

and it sounds so strange...

cold to the touch, gentle and easy on the eyes.

a stern, heartless monster that kills.

love.

love.

love.

and i think i might actually feel something if i don't cover it up.

26 comments:

  1. Ummmmm holy

    Give me your gift please.

    Amazing.

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    1. Thank you so much.
      Your comments mean so much to me.
      I was actually really nervous about this post...so thank you.
      Totally made my day.

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  2. Wow I really love this!
    I love the poem that you wrote at the beginning, it's really good!
    I just love, love, love your blog!

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  3. I love your writing> You are so inspiring

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  4. Okay you're in my top two! I freaking love your writing!!!
    Holy freak! How can something so simple be so complicated but so beautiful? I'm so jealous.

    "You're words felt like poison as they spat on my imperfect skin."
    Oh my!! This is so amazing.
    I love this.

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  5. I LOVE it! Dive right into the good stuff, like an eager hand for the king sized candy bars in the Halloween bucket. It is sweet, satisfying, and leaving me hungry for more. Please, more candy!
    Also loving the crossed out 'love.'s. How'd you do that?
    "cold to the touch, gentle and easy on the eyes. a stern, heartless monster that kills."
    (Welcome To The Vanity Faire, Alesana)

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  6. Thank you all so much! Seriously...I'm always so nervous about my writing...and you guys make me feel so good all the time. It helps me so so much.

    And Shawn: when you're typing your text, up at the top where you can bold, italicize or underline....it's right next to those. it says "ABC" with a line through it. just higlight the text you want, click that button and voila! super easy, but there ya go!

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  7. how do you do this?? you're writing is unreal!!

    I look forward to your posts every week.

    I love it. love it. love it. LOVE IT.

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  8. Your words felt like poison as they spat on my imperfect skin.

    yesssss you are amazing

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  9. Your words felt like poison as they spat on my imperfect skin.

    yesssss you are amazing

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  10. The walls.

    My-My Heart.

    Untouchable.

    Protected.

    Just not from you...

    You walked through my walls like rain

    And touched my heart so gently that it burst into tears.
    OH HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR WRITING! MAYBE ONE DAY I COULD WRITE LIKE YOU!

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  11. "love.
    love.
    love.
    and i think i might actually feel something if i don't cover it up." #Stolen

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  12. "love.
    love.
    love.
    and i think i might actually feel something if i don't cover it up." #Stolen

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  13. "Burning into little white memories."
    stolen.
    your blog is excellent, by the way.

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  14. Okay, thanks a ton. I'm gonna have to try that trick out in one of my own posts. And "cold to the touch,gentle and easy on the eyes. a stern, heartless monster that kills" has now been stolen!

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  15. Your words felt like poison as they spat on my imperfect skin.

    Fantastic. I love the visual picture I paint in my head from this.

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  16. MORT RAINEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
    goodNESS

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  17. With all these comments I feel small and unimportant. But this is very good.

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    1. that means so much, honestly. thank you!

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    2. and you're definitely not unimportant...

      seriously. you are an amazing artist and i admire your writing SO much!

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  18. You know, I wish I knew who you were. I think we would get along really well. Ahggg...

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  19. my-my heart

    like you were stuttering and trying to explain and afraid to say it. mmmm

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  20. You should post again soon. I really like to read your posts.

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    1. Thank you so much!! I will I'm sorry, I've been sick and my computer has been having issues. So I should have two or three posts up by today or tomorrow...hopefully..

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